I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight inside my body is troubled, full
of hate I had to let it out before it's too late
I
got a heart full of pain head full of stress, handful of anger held in my chest and everything left is a waste of time
I lay at night and cry, think and wonder why
Just when I begin to smile, my whole life comes crashing down
Tears Can't Even Begin To Explain The Pain I Feel...
No One
Knows What You Are Going Through, Unless They Are Going Through It...
*they say follow your heart but when your heart is in so many pieces which way are you suppose to go?*
~*~ I
Wonder If You'll Ever See Me. If You'll Know I'm There. If You Looked In My Eyes, Would You See What's Inside? Would You Even
Care? ~*~
Yeah i know theres plenty of fish in the sea but the saddest part is the only fish i want obviously
dont want me
I hate
that ever time i talk to you a little part of me dies!
I loved you so much it even brought tears to my eyes.
...my life is like a broken pencil...there is no point...
I
Took A Pen To Write Down My Pain, The Pen Cried Before My Eyes
The
scars will last forever, But nothing compares to the pain that put them there
Emptiness
and pain, loneliness and hopelessness. The darkness surrounds me..
Life is just
like watching the knife zig-zag between your aching fingers
I cry while in the shower so when I get out my tears are mixed and unseen
How can you get people to understand, when you don't even understand yourself?
I'm cold,
I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything, I can stare into a thousand eyes but every smile hides a bold-faced lie..
I love you
now, I'll love you forever, I'll long for you until were back together
I
love him so dearly what shall i do? should i give up or shall i forgive
..*.+.
~put a gun to my head, pull the trigger, & I promise you, everything will be fine~ ..*.+.
I wish
you were blind so you could see the real me
Time passes
so slowly when u r not around... i miss u so much... come back soon...
I love u i would tell u but i think u all ready know but i dont think u love me back so what should
i do? give up? or keep tryin?
*how come every time i say i hate u i end up lovin u twice as much*
it
i had a penny for every time i thougth of u i would be the riches person in the world!
Time flies when
I’m with you, but it stops when you are not there I am missing our warm and happy moments.. waiting till we are together
again
The cuts
will fade, the blood washed away but the scars will always be there to remind me of this hell you made
~*~tears are jus like mirrors they reflect what your feeling in side~*~
~*As I Close My Eyes I Feel That I’m Slipping Away~*
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
My wrists are like my broken heart, bleeding for something more
**You watch me crash down
on my knees, dripping red with blood, then you walk away again,
forgetting to ask if I'm ok**
I find it kinda funny,
I find it kinda sad in which the dreams I’m dying are the best I've ever had
What’s the point in living, if all I ever do is cry?
No matter what I try to do my sadness always shows, through my laughs and smiles they still can tell their fake…
Id show a smile but I’m too weak, Id share with you if I could only speak.. just how much this hurts me..
.*~In My Dreams I’m Dying All The Time~*
**I'm going to draw a picture a picture
with a twist, I'll draw it with a razor-blade I'll draw it on my wrist, and when I draw my picture a fountain will appear,
and all my pain and sorrow will surely disappear**
~They say I'm destroying myself but it's not me, it's something else. The only thing I am destroying is you and Im
sorry~
My fragile wrists can't take much more...
Did anyone ever ask you that question "are you okay"?
You just pull your tears back and hide the pain and say "im ok"...in your mind your thinking "If only they knew"...
I
thought things were getting better...but I realize Im farther away then ever before..
Trying
to hold back your tears is like letting a fire burn your soul..
Nothing can compare to the pain i feel inside..
I carved your name in to a bullet so you'd be the last thing going through my head..
Days have gone bye with out a sound from anyone, maybe its clear now, that life just don't
want me here, so I might as well just disappear…
Everyday i wake up, I cry a little more.. everyday i wake up, and i die a little more...
Im sorry that I bothered you with everything inside, so i wont bother you again, I'll keep it all inside, I'll let
it build up in me, and make pretty patterns on my skin for only my eyes to see
The blood trickles down your palm. You wonder why you’ve done this? Your heart
stops beating, your head starts to tick. The thoughts in your mind are circling n wishing to be answered but all you can do
is stare blankly at your wrist
I cry, I weep, I cannot sleep. you dont care, you dont kno, you dont kno how it feels to be this low
Your right next to me yet you seem so far away... i try to run to you but the distance seems to stay the same... why
wont you land in my world... with me... forever...
IM TiReD oF TrYinG, Im TiReD øF CrYinG, I KnOwñø ivEê bEeN sMiLiNg BuT iNsIdEê iM DyInG...
......SO OFTEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING
BEAUTIFUL ... BUT ALL I SEE IS ME.....
If u leave I will follow cause I cant
live without you, and I cant live with me knowing I could have had you but watched you slip away instead…