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~By Friends~
Together Again
When I'm thinking of you,
I start to think about these
thoughts in my head,
and these thoughts in my heart.
I wonder if you will take me back,
I wonder if you will forgive
me.
even though I sit and think,
that I haven't done much wrong.
I know you have a heart,
I know you can be so sweet,
I know
you care about me,
but please tell me this:
tell me that you love me,
before its too late,
before I
decide
to change my fate.
Before I decide,
that I should find,
me someone new
and get over you.
people tell me that I'll be ok,
if you dont forgive me again,
but
I dont know if you forgave me before,
and if you will this time.
But I hope you do,
because I love you,
so much more than
I can believe at times.
and this feeling gets stronger,
every time were apart,
and every time nights seem to get
longer.
because I sit in my room,
thinking of you,
smiling, laughing,
and crying.
I hope you will forgive me,
for the things that I've done
and pray with my whole heart
for us to be
together again.
By: Sam Mostek
Do You Know What You Do To me?
There is this boy,
I liked so well.
When he walked by me,
I
blushed bloody murder.
When he looked at me,
My heart skipped a beat.
When
he spoke to me,
Only I knew what went through my little head.
And when he teased me,
I
could have died happy then and there.
Pretty soon, I started thinking,
Thinking as
hard as my head would allow.
I thought about the way he looked,
His hair, his face,
his eyes....
And the cute little way he sometimes said my name.
While I thought about
him,
I thought about me.
And while I thought about me,
I thought
about us....
I started wondering,
How would we look walking hand-in-hand down the
street?
I wondered,
How would his lips would feel against mine?
I
started asking friends,
If they thought he felt, in any way, the same about me
as I did him.
"Sweetie, have you ever seen the way you two flirt?"
If we would look
good together...
"Girl, I think you would win the cutest couple award!"
You think
I should ask him...
"OF COURSE!!"
So...I did...
He said no,
I
was crushed.
He thinks our friendship should develop more...
I didn't want to...
But...
I
agreed...
..But he will never know what he did to me...
By: Amanda Wright (Dopey)
Why?
How come every time you looked at me,
I
got this special, extraordinary feeling inside?
You never knew how it felt,
For you,
obviously, didn't see it.
You just ignored it.
Why was it that you talked like you
liked me?
But then you just went and changed.
By then you should have known I loved
you,
But you just didn't want to.
All I wanted to know was,
What
did I do?
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you lead me on like that?
Why,
Why, Why?
My heart is broken,
There's a piece over there...
I
just feel like I could die
But, now its getting dark,
My time is coming,
And
now I don't feel a thing.
All I wanted was you...
I guess, duty calls,
I
finally see the light.
It looks so welcoming,
Someone wants me!
So,
now, I must leave
All I wanted to say was:
That I love you, and probably always will.
And
that you should live with some guilt,
Because I died for love,
Because I died for
you.
By: Amanda Wright
I Thought...
I thought we were good friends,
I thought I knew you well,
I thought we had a little something,
Maybe a little
spark.
We moved away from it,
We
moved back to it.
We weren't sure, not then,
We didn't talk enough.
We just seemed to watch eachother,
like we wanted to be together,
We were just..afraid.
We didn't want to loose this friendship.
I thought it
wouldn't stop,
I thought it would go on forever.
But...there you go...
Liking someone else,
I guess we thought a little too much.
Because there
you go...
Holding her hand,
Holding her close and tight.
And, here I am,
Sitting on my bed,
Just crying and thinking again...
But...
Oh, I've thought too much.
By: Amanda Wright
Too Good To Be
I thought you loved me,
I really thought it was true.
I knew I loved you,
And I think you did too.
But...
I guess, it was just too good to be.
Because, you had to change,
You had to stop.
You, all of a sudden, had to love her.
I prayed it
wasn't true.
I begged it was all fake.
But, of course,
It was far too good for me.
Couldn't happen,
After all,
It was only me!
Nothing ever goes right,
Why did you stop?
Why did you just turn and go to another girl?
Was I not good enough?
But...I guess...
The answer to that is,
It was just too good to be for me.
By: Amanda
Wright
Dear God....
Is there a reason I feel like
this?
Im a young girl lost in the woods
Night has fallen
Why me? Am I alone?
Im crying deeply inside
fighting to find the light
that shines in the dark
I live among memories that I cant escape
send me an angel
someone who would listen.. understand
I need a place to run... a place to hide
my life is flooded with tears
its complicated... but to you its so simple
slowly losing the will to live
I turn to look for you
Can you hear me?
Are you even there?
By: CJ Gaines
Anger
everytime you're around
Ive told you to stop
you never did.. never will
go ahead and say that shit again
cuz I wont take it any more
Why do you follow him like a lost puppy?
he dont like you.. so back off!
I cant stand your stupid ass
get the hell away from me
stay outa my life.....
By: CJ Gaines
The wind blows through your hair
your eyes glow like the sun
I want to be with you
I want to be the one you love
boxes are filled with your things
this has gone on too long
it took me this long to realize
that your really gone
everyday gets longer
and each day I cry
I wonder, should I have told you?
should I have even tried?
If I had, would things be different?
between us, you and I?
Would you have truely loved me..
or would you have made me cry?
I guess I'll never know
Now taht you're gone, you see..
we cant go back and change the past
but was it meant to be?
By: CJ Gaines
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
lookin down on us from heaven
flying through the clouds
happy... and carefree
Where are you now?
sittin on a star
watching over a lil boy
as he crys for food
Where are you now?
are you standing next to me?
while I cry at your grave...
please tell me what its like to be
where you are....
By: CJ Gaines
Another Lonely Night
sittin alone in my room
I start to cry
every thought of you
floods back to me
I turn off the light
curl up underneath my blanket
and cry myself to sleep
my dreams are sweet
almost heavenly
for in them... you are with me
here again
they seem so real to me
almost like I've been there before
I'm sittin in a corner
hidden in a dark alleyway
tears falling from my cheeks
and then theres you
kneeling in front of me
you reach out, and hold me close
telling me everything will be alright
as you whipe away my tears
I look into your soft green eyes
I can't help but smile
you're the angel I've been waiting for
you pull me closer and softly kiss me
I want to stay like this forever
but wake up... only to find
I'm here alone and its only...
another lonely night
By: CJ Gaines
This Way I Feel
understand
noone would understand
noone would get me
me and this way i feel
this way i feel inside
inside of my heart
my heart crying
crying out for him
him to notice me
me and this way i feel
i feel broken
broken and left
left to wallow in my self-pity
self-pity for myself
myself not wanting to think
think about the mistakes
the mistakes ive made
made blindly by myself
myself causing my own pain
my own pain my fault
my fault for this pain
this pain in me
me and this way i feel
By: Sammie
What Lies Ahead
The
carefree days
Of childhood linger
In my mind.
Now only a memory
Of what used to be.
And I'm afraid.
Afraid to leave it behind.
As
my memories fade,
My past disappears.
Where do I go from here?
What do I do now
That
my old hopes and dreams
Have faded?
What is to come
I'm not quite sure.
What do I
do once
No worries
Is no more.
By: Sammie
~By
me~
Have You Ever?
Have you ever loved someone
so much it made you cry?
Have you ever missed someone
so much you wanted to crawl up and die?
Have you ever felt no one was there for you
so you felt all alone and miserable?
Have you ever trusted someone
and then they betrayed you?
Have you ever cared about someone so much
but you felt they could care less about you?
Have you ever needed someone to dry your tears
but they weren't there?
Have you ever felt you couldn't breath because
you heart hurt so bad?
Have you ever felt like someone was your best friend
and they turned out ot be your worst enemy?
Have you ever felt like someone was near
but yet they were thousands of miles away?
Have you ever...
I'll Be There
When no one is there for you
and you think no one cares,
When the whole world walks out on you
and you think you're all alone
I'll be there
When the one you care about the most
could care less about you,
When the one you gave your heart to
tears it apart
I'll be there
When the person you trusted with all your life
betrays you,
When the peson you share all your memories with
can't even remember your birthday
I'll be there
When all you need is a friend
to listen to u sob,
When all you need is somone
to catch your tears
I'll be there
When you heart hurts so bad
you can't even breath,
When you just want to crawl up and die
I'll be there
When you start to cry
after hearing that sad song,
When the tears just won't
stop falling down
I'll be there
So you can see I'll be there until the end
This is a promise i can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call and....
I'll be there...
A Real Friend
A real
friend is someone that is there for you when,
you
feel all alone
A
real friend is someone that is there for you when,
the
one you love doesnt love you anymore
A
real friend is someone that is there for you when,
you
would rather die then live
A real friend is someone that is there for you
when,
you when
you just want to give up on everything
A real friend is someone that is there for you
when,
you need someone to talk to
A real friend is someone that is there for you
when,
when everyone else could care less
A real friend is someone that walks in when
the rest of the world
walks out
~unknown author~
*the Sarah Poem*
My name is Sarah
I am but
three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I
were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or
else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is
dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I
just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From
his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he
suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start
to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy
continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable
hate
The
hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered
me..
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